"The Art of Keeping Up with Yesterday"

Courtesy of Number Works n' Words

If there's one thing that I struggle with the most, it's procrastination. Those of you who actually noticed that my posts are being posted ages apart, you're my favorites, and to those of you who did not, I don't blame you (but you're still not my favorites). I apologize for being lazy and procrastinating, but as an optimist I prefer the term, Pro Procrastinator. Wow, now that I typed that in I realized how massively stupid that is... I'll change it later. Anyway, this thing where I don't do the things that I should be doing and put them off by doing other things, it's not good. I've got it down to a lifestyle, not a science, this is like, a whole nother' subject that I could teach as a professor at Harvard or something. Sorry, is my ADHD showing, let me cover that up (I don't have ADHD... yet).

So first things third, homework. Nobody wants to do anything even relating to school after spending seven hours in what feels to be a building overflowing in hormones, learning at a pace either too fast or too slow, and learning in general. Not my fault I don't care about the science behind the reproduction of mushrooms and how we can use math to calculate how fungi will grow. That sentence most likely put most of you to sleep. I always end up doing anything other than my homework, I sit there with my homework in front of me and then I realize how detailed the wall is. Then I realize how soft my carpet is, and how odd the fan looks, and that odd white noise that my brain chooses to ignore.

I can do the arts too...

Then, I got this system where I let myself watch "one" Youtube video, or an episode on Netflix if I've been working for a while, as a break, and I swear, if the lords of the interwebs didn't put a "suggestions" or "next episode" bar after you finish the video or episode, I would be getting sleep for a change. We all tell ourselves, "One more episode couldn't be that harmful," and then you finish watching everything involving cats on the internet, all eight seasons of your new favorite show, and six movies at 6:15 a.m. the next morning. You look at the time and you reach that point of absolute insanity and you begin to do that thing where you cry while laughing because you know you're massively screwed. Like when you spent all night studying for a test and you reach that insane state of mind as you realize you have no idea what you're doing while taking the test. Yeah... I've got way too much experience with this.

I got this friend in math and the things he says are gold, and yeah, I made that, be proud of me.

This post itself is me procrastinating, I should be doing homework right now but... meh. Welp, I'll try to post more often and may you have a magical day/night.